retreat

wow... sa wakas!! graduate na din sa april!! hayy...sana nga maka graduate..well..kylangan mag paka gud girl para naman gud din ang result!! hahaha..
i2 ang retreat namin..masaya d2. sa silang poh i2. . grabe.. its sooo...lamig tlga!! 2 days and 2 nights poh kami nag stay d2. . time to ferlect and time to think about our real outlook in life..also..tym din para mag relax. . its like nag babakaxon lang kami. .
malungkot din kami kasi 3 days kaming wala sa house namin. . namiss naming ang family xempre. .
because of this retreat. . i learn how to forgive. . i learn how to accept things that was really not ment to be..
kasi hindi naman lahat ng gustohin natin, kaylangan na maganap. . dapan we should also think the effect or kung sino yung mga affected sa mga decisions natin..
even if we have our own free will, we also have some things to remamber para walang nasasagasaan. . diba??
well.. sana tumagal ang epekto ng pagpapakabait..!!!
hehehe..sana din talagang lahat ng tao mareallize yung mga bad things na ginagawa nila, na talagang kahit ano pa yung gagawin nila, hindi paring magiging good yung bad. . ryt!!hehehe...
thats life eh!!...hmm.m.m.m.m.m...
ako kaya? mabait na kaya ako tlga?well!!!

how did i lost you...

how did i lost you nga bah??well dahil lang naman sa lost of communication kaya tayo nag ka laboan. . khit minsan naman hindi pumaxok sa icp ko na maghihiwalay din pala kami nitong person na ito... kc

kahit sino, never makaya na mapag hiwalay kami. .even my parents. . we've been 4 1 year and a few months pero never ko naramdaman that it will also come to an end. . akala ko always tampohan lang then bati ulit just a few hours. . pero. . cguro nga were not meant to be. . we have to live our separate lives. . enjoy life without each other. . kaya lang diba maxadong unfair for me kasi. . i already moved on without you, but still, i am not ready to fall in love with other men.. maybe its because you're still a part of me. . nakakainis nga eh, feeling ko, nung umalis ka, daladala mo yung heart ko, . naiwan kong naka sabit sa dibdib mo, kaya hanggang ngayon i can't start a new beginning with somebody else. . pls..give me back again my heart. . i need it nah kaseh!!there's a lot of guys waiting for me out there na naghihintay kung sino ang mapipili ko...

remember nung nag bi-built tayo ng plans natin. . diba sabi natin na para tayong may sariling mundo na tayong dalawa lang yung nakatira. . and remember that we also agree na we will never be apart..

oh?nasan na yung mga pangako na yon?? wow grabe. . ganon ka pala talaga katanga.. let's see kung hanggang saan ang kaya ibigay ng new girl mo. . let's see kung kaya ka nyang mahalin ng higit pa s abuhay nya just like what i did to you...

sinayang mo lang ang love ko. .

alam mo.. i don't need a parasite in my life. . i can live happy and strong without your love. . sana maging happy ka din sa choice mo. . yun lang. . goodluck with your life.